{"id":1039,"date":"2004-02-06T18:53:00","date_gmt":"2004-02-06T18:53:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.flubu.com\/blog\/2004\/02\/06\/this-will-be-a-rant-you-may-skip-it-at-your-leisure\/"},"modified":"2004-02-06T18:53:00","modified_gmt":"2004-02-06T18:53:00","slug":"this-will-be-a-rant-you-may-skip-it-at-your-leisure","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.flubu.com\/blog\/2004\/02\/06\/this-will-be-a-rant-you-may-skip-it-at-your-leisure\/","title":{"rendered":"This will be a rant, you may skip it at your leisure."},"content":{"rendered":"

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Do you know that it's been months since I was last kissed? <\/p>\n

\nRc says:\n  i miss it\nRc says:\n  so much\nRc says:\n  you wouldn't believe it\nSparrow says:\n  yes I would\nRc says:\n  how'd you deal with it?\nRc says:\n  I'm going bonkers\nSparrow says:\n  I don't think about it.\nRc says:\n  especially since all the people around me are falling in love, and telling me all about it. \nRc says:\n  don't get me wrong, I'm super thrilled for them\nRc says:\n  but it's making me really, really blue\nSparrow says:\n  I don't dwell on it because I know that everytime I dwell, that when I am the least likely to be able to get out of it\nSparrow says:\n  no one wants to date someone who's desperate.\nRc says:\n  i know, but I'm dwelling right now, and I can't seem to shake it\nSparrow says:\n  Well, keep trying I guess.\n<\/pre>\n
Keep trying… Easier said than done. Sparrow found someone to make her toes curl, Nh has an active interest in someone, \"[info]\"<\/a>eniran<\/b><\/a> is gaga abour her girl, \"[info]\"<\/a>strychnyn<\/b><\/a> is not much farther off with her boi. I love all these people. I'm really happy for them. The boi seems to genuinly care for Sb, so that's a good thing, and he seems like a nice guy. The girl seems as smitten about Sn as she is about the girl, so that's also good. <\/p>\n
I'm just … depressed? horny? unloved? All of those are partly true, but it's not that … bad. I dunno. I know I have friends that care for me, and that's really helpful. I also know that it's a cyclic thing, and that'll also pass. I also know that it'll happen in its own damn time, and can't be forced. <\/p>\n
I finally also know that I'm tired of sleeping alone, and I miss intimacy.<\/p>\n
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Do you know that it's been months since I was last kissed? Rc says: i miss it Rc says: so much Rc says: you wouldn't believe it Sparrow says: yes I would Rc says: how'd you deal with it? Rc says: I'm going bonkers Sparrow says: I don't think about it. Rc says: especially since…<\/p>\n
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