{"id":1158,"date":"2004-04-18T22:33:00","date_gmt":"2004-04-18T22:33:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.flubu.com\/blog\/2004\/04\/18\/why-do-i-keep-doing-this-to-myself\/"},"modified":"2004-04-18T22:33:00","modified_gmt":"2004-04-18T22:33:00","slug":"why-do-i-keep-doing-this-to-myself","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.flubu.com\/blog\/2004\/04\/18\/why-do-i-keep-doing-this-to-myself\/","title":{"rendered":"Why do I keep doing this to myself?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Sigh.<\/p>\n<p>So, it happened again. I keep doing the same mistake over and over. To those people who know me, I will be taking your &#8220;I told you so&#8221;s for the next little while. For those of you who are wondering what the hell I&apos;m talking about, I basically gave my heart away too quickly again. <\/p>\n<p>Oh allright, sounds melodramatic, I know. Basically, the whole Erin thing just went sour. I could see things progress to a state unseen since Tina and I lost perspective.  Then reality reared its ugly head, and she told me she was in love with someone she&apos;d just met.<\/p>\n<p>I&apos;ll get over it, but it sucks. She&apos;s sweet, she&apos;s beautiful, and I was attracted to her. Still am.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Sigh. So, it happened again. I keep doing the same mistake over and over. To those people who know me, I will be taking your &#8220;I told you so&#8221;s for the next little while. For those of you who are wondering what the hell I&apos;m talking about, I basically gave my heart away too quickly&#8230;<\/p>\n<p class=\"more-link-wrap\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.flubu.com\/blog\/2004\/04\/18\/why-do-i-keep-doing-this-to-myself\/\" class=\"more-link\">Read More<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &ldquo;Why do I keep doing this to myself?&rdquo;<\/span> &raquo;<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1158","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p3u9vK-iG","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.flubu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1158","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.flubu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.flubu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.flubu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.flubu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1158"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.flubu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1158\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.flubu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1158"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.flubu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1158"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.flubu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1158"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}