{"id":1559,"date":"2004-09-16T05:46:00","date_gmt":"2004-09-16T05:46:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.flubu.com\/blog\/2004\/09\/16\/i-dont-deal-well-with-stress\/"},"modified":"2004-09-16T05:46:00","modified_gmt":"2004-09-16T05:46:00","slug":"i-dont-deal-well-with-stress","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.flubu.com\/blog\/2004\/09\/16\/i-dont-deal-well-with-stress\/","title":{"rendered":"I don't deal well with stress"},"content":{"rendered":"

So I'm meeting McGill dudes tomorrow and I'm a wreck. I came back from watching a movie with \"[info]\"<\/a>sbourge<\/b><\/a>, and I just noticed that my “resting” heartrate is..oh… about 100… not good. It's always been like this, ever since I can remember. Or rather, ever since I've had “big” decisions to make. I'm so tense right now that my shoulders ache.<\/p>\n

Someone on \"[info]\"<\/a>emjayne<\/b><\/a>'s confessional wrote that they were going to kill themselves if they didn't get into grad school. I'm afraid that the stress is going to kill me, which ain't a whole lot better. *sigh*<\/p>\n

Anyway, I'm going to hump in the shower to get rid of all the loose bits of hair (got my haircut this afternoon) and then I'm going to go over a few typical interview questions. I think that's one of the things that's really getting me. I have NO clue what tomorrow's meeting will hold. It could be an informal discussion about a potential project, a job interview or a job offer. I have no idea, hence I can't prepare, hence my condition.<\/p>\n

wish me luck folks.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

So I'm meeting McGill dudes tomorrow and I'm a wreck. I came back from watching a movie with sbourge, and I just noticed that my “resting” heartrate is..oh… about 100… not good. It's always been like this, ever since I can remember. Or rather, ever since I've had “big” decisions to make. I'm so tense…<\/p>\n

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