Day: January 7, 2004

– I need intelligent conversation, or silliness, as the situation requires it
– I need sleep
– I need emotional support
– I need love and attention
– I need praise
– I need a comfortable home
– I need good food
– I need pets
– I need safety
– I need something to look forward to in the future
– I need my freedom and independence
– I need to make others happy
– I need someone to snuggle up with
– I need a job I enjoy
– I need a creative outlet
– I need physical affection
– I need my friends
– I need music
– I need peace and quiet
– I need to remember how to be a kid
– I need chocolate
– I need to be healthy
– I need to write my thoughts and feelings down
– I need to be able to leave work at work
– I need laughter
– I need sushi
– I need to learn new things
– I need financial security
– I need time to relax
– I need passion
– I need my memories
– I need books
– I need to enjoy food without guilt and sex without shame

… meme mooched from strychnyn

I got home at noon yesterday, and I found out at 12:05 that I had a big client meeting this morning. I had to spend all day awake so I could get back into a normal sleeping patters ASAP. As a consequence, I'm a bit bleh today. Actually, I'm very bleh.

I also know that the frustrations I'm living right now are exacerbated by my lack of sleep and residual stress from the flight back. Still, the fact that they're there means that I have some issues to resolve, and the most pressing ones are elements of my private life. Some family stuff, some work stuff. But mostly, I'm tired of not being in a relationship. I miss having someone special in my life.

On a bright note though, the meeting went ok, and the project is going to be very interesting.