This will be a rant, you may skip it at your leisure.

Do you know that it's been months since I was last kissed?

Rc says:
  i miss it
Rc says:
  so much
Rc says:
  you wouldn't believe it
Sparrow says:
  yes I would
Rc says:
  how'd you deal with it?
Rc says:
  I'm going bonkers
Sparrow says:
  I don't think about it.
Rc says:
  especially since all the people around me are falling in love, and telling me all about it. 
Rc says:
  don't get me wrong, I'm super thrilled for them
Rc says:
  but it's making me really, really blue
Sparrow says:
  I don't dwell on it because I know that everytime I dwell, that when I am the least likely to be able to get out of it
Sparrow says:
  no one wants to date someone who's desperate.
Rc says:
  i know, but I'm dwelling right now, and I can't seem to shake it
Sparrow says:
  Well, keep trying I guess.

Keep trying… Easier said than done. Sparrow found someone to make her toes curl, Nh has an active interest in someone, eniran is gaga abour her girl, strychnyn is not much farther off with her boi. I love all these people. I'm really happy for them. The boi seems to genuinly care for Sb, so that's a good thing, and he seems like a nice guy. The girl seems as smitten about Sn as she is about the girl, so that's also good.

I'm just … depressed? horny? unloved? All of those are partly true, but it's not that … bad. I dunno. I know I have friends that care for me, and that's really helpful. I also know that it's a cyclic thing, and that'll also pass. I also know that it'll happen in its own damn time, and can't be forced.

I finally also know that I'm tired of sleeping alone, and I miss intimacy.